Sunday, July 31, 2011

about me. <3

I'm young, restless and a little different. Not at all average, but there's so much more to me, than just what meets the eye. I'm all about having a good time, and meeting new people. I have horrible trust issues. I hate liars, backstabbers and secrets. I care way too much, and it always bites me in the ass. I don’t hold grudges. I wouldn't change who I am for anything in this world. I am who I am, take it or leave it! I've got lovers and haters; either way, they're all defining me to be who I was always meant to be, and they're making me a stronger person. I've been to hell and back, a few times. But this year has been the most crucial, and has truly turned me into a whole new person. Everyday I'm making mistakes and every day I'm learning. I'm a different person, for the better, and if you can't accept that, then that’s your loss. I'm done dealing with the people that don’t care, and I've dropped several along the way; for the better and for the worst. I've been through a lot this past year, I've learned to love, I've learned what it is to be loved, I've been hurt, I've hurt others, I've learned that nothing lasts forever, and I've learned to let go, but mostly, I've learned that its time to grow up, and that’s exactly what I've done and I'm still in the process of doing. I'm not the strongest person, but every trial makes the next one that much easier. I'm not the smartest of the bunch. I always learn things the hard way, and it’s finally all getting through to me. I'm finally a true independent person. I'm not counting on anyone to make me happy and help me get through a hard time, because I've learned that the only person you can truly trust is yourself. And yeah, i learned that the hard way too. I've lost and gained a lot. But honestly, life has lead me to exactly where I'm suppose to be at this point. I believe that with every ending, comes a new beginning. I'm a sweet girl with a huge heart, I'm not easily broken anymore, get to know me.

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